[audg15]

I just foudn out that i have mild displaysia, and im pretty sure my boyfriend gave it to me, because he is my first, and he has had multiple sex partners. but anywho, i have to go in every three months for a papsmear. im scared............i cant tell you how many articles i have read and i have talked to the gyn, but it just seems like it can turn out in so many ways!! lately its all i can think about, and i cry because im so scared!! my TWO other problems is that my mom still thinks im a virgin..........im almost 20, and i before i didnt think that it is her buisness, after all im a sophmore in college living on my own, adult now, but now, i know that i need to tell her because she knows that i had to go in for another papsmear already, and she is my mother for goodness sake. i would probly be upset if my daughter hadnt said anything either, my only thing is that HOW do i tell her without wrecking her apart? i know that she will worry cause thats what moms do, but if she does then i will too, so how can i tell her maybe a little more "lightly"?? One more thing.........will my next papsmear be worse if I continue to have sex with my boyfriend?? Or since me and him both technically have it, is is okay?? Our 1 year is actually coming up, and we had plans n such. i didnt know if i should say to him that we cant really have sex for a while, or anymore??